steps bummer

i scored a 123 in my step test. great. so my fitness level is officially 'below average'. wonder how accurate a test this is. of cos this is just me being deluded.

but i cant accept it. we just completed our training sessions n i thot i was 'fitter' than most of them...

if i'm better at my 2.4 but my step test heart rate is higher too, does that mean that i'm less fit than someone else who took twice as long to complete the 2.4 but has a heart rate of 100?

get over this already!

on the work front, i was all psyched up for my next rotation when i was given the bomb. apparently they're now looking at 'developing capabilities'. right.