i feEEeel good

Those who know me will know that I’m a berms and tshirt person. Out of work, I rarely wear anything else. And when I’m at work, I wear boring looking tops and pants. Used to be that I wore skirts to work, but my growing derriere has made fitting into those skirts impossible, and I’m just too lazy to buy new skirts. Come to think of it, I’ve not bought new pants for more than a year too (or maybe two? gasps!)! Just too lazy. Of course there’ll be the occasional forays into shopping malls to look for that perfect bottom, but it seems that nothing fits me anymore. I’m short and reasonably thin, but with a humungous butt. So it’s impossible to fit into size S pants. And M size pants are just too big. So what’s a girl to do? Don’t shop lor..

Of late though I’ve been wearing outfits I normally wouldn’t wear, be it for work or leisure. (god knows why I bought those outfits in the first place!) And I realized that hey, I actually look good in them. Those dresses which I thought were just too girly/dressy/colourful for work ended up getting me a few compliments from people at work. And when I started pairing off long-forgotten tops with my jeans, I actually look good, to the point that I think I’m gorgeous! (ok ego trip here)

The thing is, when you feel good about what you’re wearing, you’ll feel good about everything else too. Suddenly there’s a lift to your steps. You stand just that lil bit taller. Your shoulders are pushed just that lil bit more to the back. You’ll start thinking you look good. And guess what, you do look good to others! It’s all about positive vibes babe! When people see that you’re happy, when people see that you act like as if you’re the most beautiful person around, automatically they’ll be influenced to think that way of you too. It’s infectious!

So I’ve decided to be a bit more vain and try to put in a lil bit more effort into my dressing. I love feeling good about myself these past few days. I love getting compliments from people. And I so love making spider think that he’s the luckiest man around for having me ..hehhe! Well of cos he’s already lucky to have me cos I’m intelligent, articulate, funny and understanding. But add drop-dead gorgeous to the mix and he’ll be hooked to me for life! Kuakuakuakuakuakua

Ok you can start vomiting now :P